December 12, 2012

Mendung, adem, & sejuk . . :)

Rain Drops


I do love rain. :)
For me, rain delivers the feeling that i always longed for. The feeling of comfort. The feeling of fresh breeze. The feeling of home.
The title of this posting is in Indonesian words.
"Mendung, adem, & sejuk"
which technically means cloudy and cool. The two latest words are similar in meaning just different way of describe. :)

When the rain comes, i tend to spend my time watching it from the window of my room or the terrace of my house.
Even just watching the rain drops falling, it gives me feeling of peace.
I just sit there and feel the atmosphere.
Sit there and let my thoughts go on wander.
Sit there and let my heart feel the warmth.


I don't know why, i just love nature.
I love the green color of the grass and meadow.
I love the smell of the ground after the rain stops falling.
and i love the cool breeze of the wind when it's raining.

It's just all soo pretty to me.
When it comes to the weather that i love at most, i think it'll be rain.
I don't know how the snow feels like. Because I've been living in the equator area of the earth for a long time where no snow is falling in here.
But, even though i know what the snow feels like...  i think i will always love the rain.

November 10, 2012

Letter number: Two

credit: as tagged


It's been so long that i posted my "letter no.1"
Now, I'm about to  post my second one. :)
Actually, it's not easy for me to post such things like this because I don't express my feeling publicly.
I'd rather keep it inside and become only my own thoughts and  reflection.
But, sometimes, i think we need to reveal some parts of  our thoughts.
Not because we want all of the people to know it, but it's because we need to make our heart feel relieved.
Sometimes i think i keep too much things inside and save it for my own.
I'm not complaining about that. I like it, though.
I already get used to with it. I used to solve my own problem by myself.
And I did it really well.
But, deciding to post this letter here, is just to make whoever you - who is reading this posting right now - understand the life from my perspective.

I have come to this far. My 20th birthday had passed several days ago. You can say that it's time for me to enter the adult world. Then one question came up in my mind, "what will i do from now on?"
I feel like I'm entering the world in where i should stand alone. It feels like the world demand me to be tough.
Every single of my friends who knows me well, will say that I'm really strong. It's true. Yet, one thing that most people didn't realize is deep down inside, every girl is still fragile.
When you look only from the outside package you will only see the figure that is shaped by the experience and persistence that is built by my own. It's only when you look closely, then you can see what it is like.

In this life, we might facing the similar problems more than one time. The thing that might be re-occur could be like love-life problem. One thing that i realized from my love-character is that it's not easy for the boys to steal my heart. Yet, from what had done in the past, the one who steal it doesn't even know that he has it. It's really a pity.
I don't really express my feeling well, yet it's impossible for me to tell what's inside. Then, it ended up being hanging up that i believe will soon fade with time.
Well, i always questioned how long will it take? To be honest, I don't even know the answer.
One thing that i believe is when the right one has appeared in front of me, with him I'd be able to do what i couldn't do before.
For the past of mine, i once heard a quote that i remember at most:
"Maybe we should meet the wrong one before meet the right one so that, when we finally meet the right one, we will know how to be grateful for that."

:)

October 01, 2012

Shooter (2007)



Shooter is a story about Bob Lee Swagger, played by Mark Whilberg, who is a very good sniper. After a mission in Ethiopia which leads to his best friend dead, he then retired and live in a very secluded area. One day, there are some people come to his house and claim to be secret agent of the military of government. They give Swagger mission to plan the assassination of the US President. Not to execute, but to plan only. They said that the president of America is in danger because there is enemy who infiltrate within their organization and they don't know who is it. At first, Swagger refused to do it right away, but the leader, Colonel Isaac Johnson, played by Danny Glover, still try to persuade him and explain in detail the schedule of President until the next two weeks, the time of the assassination expected to be taken.
At the end, Swagger agreed to do it and do thorough checking in which place and how the assassination is potentially to be done. At the execution day, Swager is there along with the special agent, watching the president doing his speech. Unexpectedly, the shot is heard aiming for the president yet the bullet missed the target. The president is safe. At the same time, Swagger heard another shot within his room and it turns out that he's shot by the local police of the organization.
As the matter of fact, everything has been planned before. Swagger is framed. With two shots on the chest, he run away with the stolen car from one FBI agent that he met. Before left, to that FBI agent named Nick Memphis, played by Michael Pena, Swagger explain that he didn't kill the president.
Swagger managed to escape from the police who chased him. He then heading towards Keene City, Kentucky, to meet Sarah. Sarah, played by Kate Mara, is the girlfriend of Swagger's best friend who died in Pakistan before. With the help from Sarah, Swagger can heal the scar and slowly recovered.
Meanwhile, the FBI agent - Nick Memphis, is still wondering about the thing that Swagger said to him, that he didn't kill the president. Because of his curiosity, Memphis trying to reveal what's hidden behind this case.
When Memphis is about to reveal the gaffe that he found, he was kidnapped and was about to be killed. Then when he's about to lost his consciousness, someone helped him. It's Swagger.
After he saved Memphis, both of them are becoming friends and work together to reveal the truth and tracking who's the shooter. With the help of Memphis's friend on the FBI, the girl named Alourder, played by Rhona Mitra, they found out that the shooter is the one Swagger met before in the organization.
They went to Lynchburg, Virginia, and began to pursue Mikaylo Sczerbiak. After investigate Sczerbiak, Swagger found out about the fact behind the Ethiopia case also about the conglomerate senator from Montana, Charles Meachum, whose hiding behind this all. Before suicide, Sczerbiak also inform him that they had taken Swagger's girlfriend, means they have kidnapped Sarah. Right after that, the house was surrounded by the army that Colonel Johnson sent. Yet, Swagger and Memphis can still escape again.
Memphis then called FBI office and hoping they will track them. It works. FBI tracked them, so do Johnson. Soon after that, Johnson calls Swagger and they make the deal where to meet.
On a full-snow mountain, they met and Swagger managed to kill all the sniper that Johnson and Meachum paid for kill them. They saved Sarah and meet the senator. When the FBI came, Swagger decided to surrender so that he can go to the court.
In the court, Bob Lee Swagger reveal everything but since Johnson has high level people who support him, they cannot get him to the prison. Yet, the Attorney General Russert, who also clearly showing his objection to Johnson after knowing his dark background, freed Swagger. I personally like the character of the Attorney General in here. Very firm and full with the sense of justice.
After his freedom, Swagger run after where the Johnson and Meachum are hiding. He kill them all. Just like the words that Attorney General said to Swagger before freeing him, "For the record, i don't like the way it's turned out anymore than you do. But this is the world we live in. And justice is not always prevailed. It's not the wild west where you cleaned up the streets with the gun, even though sometimes it's exactly what it's needed.
You Rock, Attorney!! hahaha..





 "Yesterday is about honor. Today is about justice - Shooter"

September 18, 2012

Arash ft Helena - Broken Angel Lyrics

Broken Angel


I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart

Man dooset daram
Be cheshme man gerye nade
Na nemitoonam
Bedoone to halam badeee

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

To har jaa ke bashi kenaretam
Taa aakharesh divoonatam
To to nemidooni ke joonami
Bargard pisham

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

La la leyli la la leyli la laaa...

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

La la leyli la la leyli la laaa...




**translation**

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart

I have loved you
Don't let my eyes cry
No, I can't
Without you I'm depressed

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

Where ever you are I'm beside you
To the end, I'm crazy of you
You, you don't know that you are my life
Come back to me

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

La la leyli la la leyli la laaa...

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

I'm so lonely, broken angel
I'm so lonely, listen to my heart
One and only, broken angel
Come and save me, before I fall apart

La la leyli la la leyli la laaa...



Credit:
Muzikum.eu

f(x) - Is it Ok? Lyrics

this song actually is a soundtrack for drama called "Paradise Ranch". Enjoy. ;)

[Krystal] neoege sumgyeotdeon bimiri itneunde 
eonjejjeum malhal su isseulkka
[Sulli] oraetdongan gyeote isseotjiman 
nae mameun gakkai gaji mothaesseo
[Victoria] neoui ilsange nan eotteon saraminji 
gakkeumeun gunggeumhagido hae
[Luna] hajiman na geokjeongi apseoseo 
mamcheoreom gal su eoptneun geol

[ALL] geugeo ani naega yojeum ne saenggake bami gireojyeosseo
[Amber] sseuldeoptneun geokjeong sseulmoeoptneun baraem 
gwaenhi nado mollae sosimhaejyeo
[ALL] sungansungan majuchineun neoui nune nae gaseumi ttwindan marya
[Krystal] eotteokhaeya hani na geunyang idaero 
neol johahaedo dwinayo

[Amber] meolliseo bichwojin uriui georineun 
jael su eopseul mankeum jobeunde
[Krystal] oneuldo na ne yeope seol ttaemyeon 
aswiun gonggiga neukkyeojineun geol

[ALL] geugeo ani naega yojeum ne saenggake bami gireojyeosseo
[Victoria] sseuldeoptneun geokjeong sseulmoeoptneun baraem 
gwaenhi nado mollae sosimhaejyeo
[ALL] sungansungan majuchineun neoui nune nae gaseumi ttwindan marya
[Luna] eotteokhaeya hani na geunyang idaero 
neol johahaedo dwinayo

[Krystal] Shigani galsurok deo mwonji moreul shaie 
maeumman bokjibhaejyeo
[Luna] neoui seulpeun noonbiche naega deuleogal sooneun eoptnayo
[Luna] bogo shipeo deutgo shipeo nae mam nanoogo shipeo

[ALL] gogael dollyeo nareul bwabwa nan hangsang gakkaie itneunde
[Sulli] eonjejjeum nae mameul deureul su isseulkka 
gakkeumssigeun honja ulgido hae
[ALL] sungansungan neukkyeojineun neoui sangcheoe nado apeudan marya
[Luna] eonjejjeum daheulkka nae mami daheulkka
[Krystal] na johahago itneunde


Credits:
WonderfulGeneration.net

f(x) - Kkallakkabana (깔라까바나) Lyrics





자, 우리 함께 인사해 (크게 웃으면서 인사해)

자, 우리 함께 춤을 춰 (눈치 몸치 없이 춤을 춰)


상큼 생큼 꽃 향기와 딩동 댕동 알람소리 하루의 시작은 상큼하게 라랄라~

예쁘게 좀 단장을 하고 사뿐사뿐 난 마을로 가지 우우~


살랑살랑 부는 바람 두근두근 들뜬 기분 콧노래 부르며 걷는 기분 라랄라~ 예

우리가 사는 이 곳에선 모두 행복해지는 주문이 있어


깔라까바나~ 깔라까바나~ 너를 웃게 할 아침 인사~

깔라까바나~ 깔라까바나~ yeah 잠에서 깬 햇님도 노래 불러요

깔라까바나



가만히 눈을 감고 귀를 기울여봐 사랑의 속삭임이 사근사근 들려
어느 누구도 슬퍼하지 않는 예쁜 멜로디

우리가 만든 이 공간엔 모두 행복해지는 주문이 있어



깔라까바나~ 깔라까바나~ 너를 웃게 할 아침 인사~

깔라까바나~ 깔라까바나~ yeah 잠에서 깬 햇님도 노래 불러요

깔라까바나


언덕에 올라 소원을 빌면 어느새 우린 두둥실 떠올라 하늘을 날아가


깔라까바나~! 눈을 맞추며 인사해요~
깔라까바나~ 깔라까바나~ yeah 모두가 행복해지는 이 한마디


깔라까바나 깔라까바나 깔라까바나~

깔라까바나~ 깔라까바나~ yeah 잠에서 깬 햇님도 노래 불러요

깔라까바나~ 예!


September 08, 2012

Penelope (2006)


Hi, long time no see..
here, I'd like to show you about a movie that i watched last night. Penelope.
The story is about a girl who got cursed with a nose which looks like a pig. The witch who cursed Wilhern family said that the cursed will be broken if 'one of her own' learns to love her and her mother thinks that Penelope, played by Christina Ricci, must marry a man of noble birth. Therefore, her mom, played by Catherine O'Hara, set up a date and matchmaking her with any man who came. It turns out that nobody wants to marry her, even to be close with her, because of her face. Everyone run after seeing her.

One day, Lemon, a photographer who really wants to get the picture of Penelope since she was still a baby, asked a guy from the bar to pretend wants to get close with Penelope. His name is Max Campion, played by James McAvoy. Shortly speaking, finally Max Campion agreed to do what Lemon says and go to Penelope's house. On that day, because of Penelope's mom's effort for matchmaking her, many men came including Max. After seeing Penelope's face, everyone run, except Max. Not because he wants to stay, but because at the time Penelope entered the room he fell down and was hidden under the chair. 

Penelope who had already get used to when seeing people run away from her, now shocked that somehow Max Campion is still in the room. By then, they chat and talking about what they like, about this and that. Actually, Max Campion come there in order to get a picture of her with a hidden camera under his coat. But, because he didn't get a single one, then he planned to come again next time. Lemon and Edward Vanderman, a man who used to be one of the candidate for marrying  her, are very upset that Max didn't get the picture.

Then, he came again and again. Max and Penelope exchanged words through a one-way mirror. Max still cannot see her but Penelope is still watching what Max doing through it. Max encouraged her too see the world that she's never saw before. And when finally Penelope shows her face, yes Max is shocked but he didn't run. It's Penelope who run after that because of she afraid that Max won't come again. Then, when Penelope's family drag him away, Penelope asked Max to marry her, but Max said that he couldn't give what Penelope wants. She interpret it as if Max doesn't want to marry her. Max stops going to that house and asked Lemon and Edward to stop as well.

Penelope feels broken-heart. She then feel the courage to escape and see the real world. She then managed to go away and visit all the place in town that she'd like to visit. One day, she met Annie, played by Reese Witherspoon, in a bar. They become friends without Annie knowing how Penelope's face because it's always covered with a scarf. 

One day, because run out of money, Penelope sell her own picture to Lemon who said that he will give $5,000 for those who can get the picture of hers. She then become very famous. Everyone in the town loves her and she get very much affection from the public. Only after that, Edward wants to marry her, in order to get good image. Max which actually not a blue-blood, yet a son of pipemen, named Johnny Martin, saw it then try to cancelled the wedding. Actually, at that time, Johnny refused to marry Penelope not because he doesn't want to but he knows that the cursed can't be broken if Penelope marry someone which is not 'one of her kind'.

At the end, the wedding ceremony is still happening. Edward cannot do other thing but to do his "I do" part. Yet, Penelope, who see that Edward is not sincerely wants to marry her, said no and run away. Her mother run after her. Penelope said that she doesn't want this marriage and said "I Like myself the way i am" 
... and then, the cursed is lifted ...
her face is back to normal.
Everything goes well after that. 

Penelope now trying to find Johnny again. With the help of Annie, she managed to find him again and meet him when the Halloween party with a mask on. Even with a mask on, Johnny still recognized her and then they get together. And they live happily ever after.. \(^v^)/

- One thing that i must say in here is: James McAvoy is so damn gorgeous in this movie!!! -