I Got A Boy!

Here comes the new MV !!
yeeaayy

Hangul:
Ayo! GG! Yeah Yeah 시작해 볼까?
어머! 얘 좀 봐라 얘, 무슨 일이 있었길래 머릴 잘랐대? 응?
어머! 또 얘 좀 보라고! 머리부터 발끝까지 스타일이 바뀌었어
왜 그랬대? 궁금해 죽겠네
왜 그랬대? 말해 봐봐 좀

Ha Ha! Let me introduce myself!
Here comes trouble! 따라 해!

오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오
너 잘났어 정말!

지가 뭔데? 웃겨. 너무 콧대 센 거 아니?
나보고 평범하단다 얘
어~~그 남자 완전 맘에 들었나 봐!
말도 안돼! 말도 안돼!

너무 예뻐지고 섹시해 졌어 그 남자 때문이지?
물어볼 뻔 했다니까? 너 바꾼 화장품이 뭔지
사실 나, 처음 봤어 상처 입은 야수 같은 깊은 눈
얘기만 해도 어질 했다니까?
너 잘났어 정말!
잘났어 정말!

오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오 너 잘났다 정말!
오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오 너 잘났어 정말!

Ayo! Stop! Let me put it down another way.

I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy handsome boy 내 맘 다 가져간
I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy awesome boy 완전 반했나 봐

아 내 왕자님! 언제 이 몸을 구하러 와 주실 텐가요?
하얀 꿈처럼 날 품에 안아 올려 날아가 주시겠죠?

나, 깜짝! 멘붕이야! 그 사람은 내 민 낯이 궁금하대
완전 맘에 들어 못 이긴 척 보여줘도 괜찮을까?
오우! 절대로 안되지! 그치? 그치?
우리, 지킬 건 지키자! 맞지! 맞지!
그의 맘을 모두 가질 때까지이건 절대로 잊어버리지 말라고!

오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오 밤을 새도 모자라 다 다
오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오 우리 최고 관심사 다 다

내 말 들어봐 그 아이 너네 알지?
좀 어리지만 속은 꽉 찼어
어떨 땐 오빠처럼 듬직하지만,
애교를 부릴 땐 너무 예뻐 죽겠어

오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오 너 미쳤어, 미쳤어
오 오오 예 오. 오오 예 오 너 미쳤어, 미쳤어

난 정말 화가 나 죽겠어 내 남잔 날 여자로 안보는 걸
막연할 땐 어떡하면 내가 좋겠니?
질투라도 나게 해볼까? 속상해! 어떡해! 나?
말도 안 돼! 말도 안 돼!
Don’t stop! Let’s bring it back to 140

I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy handsome boy 내 맘 다 가져간
I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy awesome boy 완전 반했나 봐

언제나 내 곁엔 내편이 돼주고 귀 기울여주는 너—- 너—-
난 이대로 지금 행복해 잘 될 거니까

I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy handsome boy 내 맘 다 가져간
I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy awesome boy 완전 반했나 봐
I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy handsome boy 내 맘 다 가져간
I got a boy 멋진! I got a boy 착한!
I got a boy awesome boy 완전 반했나 봐
I got a boy 멋진!


English Translation:
Ayo! GG! Yeah Yeah, shall we start?
Uh-muh! Look at her, look. What happened to her that she cut her hair? huh?
Uh-muh! Again look at her, look! From head to toe, her style has changed
Why did she do that? I’m curious to death, why did she do that? Tell me
Ha ha! Let me introduce myself! Here comes trouble!
Follow after me!

Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh, you really are something else!
Who is she? Ridiculous
Do you know you’re too self-assertive? She thinks I’m average
Yeah, I guess she really liked him!
No way! No way!

She became so pretty and sexy, it’s because of him, right?
I almost asked her what her new makeup was
Truthfully, I’ve seen it for the first time
The deep eyes, like a scarred beast
I was dizzy by just talking to him!
You really are something else! You really are something else!

Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh, You really are something else!
Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh, You really are something else!
Ayo! Stop! Let me put it down another way.

I got a boy, a handsome one! I got a boy, a kind one!
I got a boy handsome boy, who took all my heart
I got a boy, a handsome one! I got a boy, a kind one!
I got a boy awesome boy, I must have really fallen for him

Ah, my prince! When are you gonna come save me?
Will you lift me in your arms and fly, like a white dream?

I’m like, surprised, mental collapse! He wants to see my face without makeup.
I really like him, would it be okay to show it to him?
Oh! Never! Right? Right?
Let’s keep what needs to be kept, right! right!
Don’t ever forget this until you take all of his heart!

Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh,
even if I stay up all night, it’s not enough, everything everything
Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh,
our biggest interest, everything everything

Listen to me, you all know him, right? He’s a bit young but he’s full inside
Sometimes he is as reliable as an oppa but when he acts charming, he is so cute

Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh, you’re crazy, crazy
Oh oh oh yeah oh, oh oh yeah oh, you’re crazy, crazy

I’m really angry, my boy doesn’t look at me as a girl
What should I do when I feel hopeless? Should I make him feel jealous?
I’m so upset! What do I do?
No way! No way!
Don’t stop! Let’s bring it back to 1:40

I got a boy, a handsome one! I got a boy, a kind one!
I got a boy handsome boy, who took all my heart
I got a boy, a handsome one! I got a boy, a kind one!
I got a boy awesome boy, I must have really fallen for him

Always next to me, it’s you, who’s on my side and listens to me, you- you-
I’m happy as it is right now, cause everything will work

I got a boy, a handsome one! I got a boy, a kind one!
I got a boy handsome boy, who took all my heart
I got a boy, a handsome one! I got a boy, a kind one!
I got a boy awesome boy, I must have really fallen for him
I got a boy, a handsome one!

Kiss - 여자이니까 Lyrics

Hangul:
도대체 알수가 없어.
남자들의 마음
원할땐 언제고 다주니 이젠 떠난데.
이런적 처음이라고 너는
특별하다는 그 말을 믿었어
내겐 행복이었어

말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어 졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 늘 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야~
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까~

모든걸 쉽게 다주면 금방 싫증내는게
남자라 들었어 틀린말 같진 않아
다시는 속지 않으리 마음 먹어 보지만
또 다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야
말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어 졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 늘 보채기만 했어

너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야~
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까

사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할수 있는
여자의 착한 본능을
이용하지는 말아줘~

한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게~
이렇게 힘들고 어려울줄 몰랐어~
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야~
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자 이니까~

오늘 우린 헤어졌어
부디 행복하라고
너보다 좋은 사람만나길 바란다고
너도 다른 남자랑 똑같애
나를사랑한다고 말할땐언제고
솔직히 나 니가 잘되는거 싫어
나보다 예쁜 여자만나
행복하게잘살면어떻게?
그러다 날 정말 잃어버리면 어떻게?
난이렇게 힘든데
이렇게 힘들어죽겠는데
아직도 널 너무 사랑하는데

사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할수 있는
여자의 착한 본능을
이용하지는 말아줘~

한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게~
이렇게 힘들고 어려울줄 몰랐어~
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야~
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자 이니까~

너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야~
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자 이니까~~~~


English:
i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
i believed those words and i was so happy

chorus
you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but i couldn't see that and you just rushed me(??)
although i will curse you I'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

chorus

narration
we separated today
you said you wanted me to be happy and find a better person than you
you're just like every other man
didn't you tell me you loved me?
actually, i don't want you to be happy
what if you find a girl who's prettier than me and live happily with her?
what it makes you forget me
when im hurting so much, so much i want to die
when i still love you so much...

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you I'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

although i will curse you I'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

***

I really love this song when i heard it for the first time. Moreover, the MV is very heartbreaking. The story is about the love between a man and a woman who met coincidentally. I really shed a tear when watching the video. :')

Savage Garden - I don't know you anymore

I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but
Someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch,  relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend
That you've forgiven me

 Coz' I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

Springtime in the city
Always such a relief from winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold if you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda
Don't stop keep that chin up you'll be alright
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?

Coz' I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day

So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?

Coz' I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I see your face
I see your face

***

I really love this song. 

There are times when i was all alone 

and while my thoughts go on wander, 

this song keeps playing in my head.

Yuri - 사랑은 봄비 처럼, 이별은 겨울비 처럼 Lyrics

묻지 않을께 네가 떠나는 이유
이제 사랑하지 않는다는걸 알기에
야윈 너의 맘 어디에도 내 사랑 머물수 없음을 알기에
이해 해볼께 혼자 남겨진 이유
이젠 나의 눈물 닦아줄 너는 없기에
지금 나의 곁에 있는건 그림자 뿐임을 난 알기에

사랑은 봄비처럼 내 마음 적시고 지울 수 없는 추억을 내게 남기고
이제 잊으라는 그 한마디로 나와 상관없는 다른 꿈을 꾸고
이별은 겨울비처럼 두 눈을 적시고 지울 수 없는 상처만 내게 남기고
이젠 떠난다는 그 한마디로 나와 상관없는 행복을 꿈꾸는 너

기도 해볼께 니가 잊혀지기를
슬픈 사랑이 다신 내게 오지 않기를
세월 가는데로 그대로 무뎌진 가슴만 남아 있기를

왜 행복한 순간도 사랑의 고백도 날 설레게한 그 향기도 왜
묵을순 없는지 떠나야 하는지 무너져야만 하는지 오~

사랑은 봄비처럼 내 마음 적시고 지울 수 없는 추억을 내게 남기고
잊으라는 그 한마디로 나와 상관없는 다른 꿈을꾸고
이별은 겨울비처럼 두 눈을 적시고 지울 수 없는 상처만 내게 남기고 떠난다는
그  한마디로 나와 상관없는 행복을 꿈꾸는 너

나나나~


Actually, this song is 임현정's song, but i like snsd yuri's version of this song. 
Enjoy!
:)

 ***

Anyway, below is the english translation of the song:


I won't ask why you're leaving
Because I know you don't love me anymore
Because I know there's no place for me in your thinning heart
I'll try to understand why I'm alone
Because you're no longer here to wipe away my tears
Because I know that the only thing beside me is a shadow
Love drenches my heart like the spring rain
Leaving memories that I can't ever erase
After telling me to forget about you, you become a stranger following different dreams
Parting drenches my eyes like the winter rain
Leaving scars that I can't ever erase
After telling me to forget about you, you become a stranger with happier dreams
I'll pray that I can forget you
So that this sort of sad love won't ever come back
That my fallen heart will remain the same for years to come
Why can't happy moments, confessions of love, even the scent of you last forever?
Why does it have to leave?
Why does it have to crumble?
Love drenches my heart like the spring rain
Leaving memories that I can't ever erase
After telling me to forget about you, you become a stranger following different dreams
Parting drenches my eyes like the winter rain
Leaving scars that I can't ever erase
After telling me to forget about you, you become a stranger with happier dreams

As One - 헤어져 (BreakUp) Lyrics

이제 내가 널 보낼께
창문을 여니 바람이 분다
사랑이 시작된 그 때처럼

아무리 들어도 아무리 말해도
언제나 낯선말 익숙해질 수 없는 그 한마디

아무리 들어도 아무리 말해도
언제나 낯선말 익숙해질 수 없는 그 한마디
세상의 모든말 그 많은 말중에 가장슬픈 그말

헤 어 져 우리 헤어져
나 사랑해 사랑해 영원히 사랑해
늘 말하던 그 입술로
헤 어 져 헤어지자니
난 사랑이 사랑이 이제는 사람이
다 두려워져

아무리 들어도 아무리 말해도
언제나 낯선말 익숙해질 수 없는 그 한마디
세상의 모든말 그 많은 말중에 가장슬픈 그말

두눈을 감아도 널 보이게하고
두귀를 막아도 추억이 소근 거리게 만들고
행복한 순간만 생각나게하는 너무 못된 그 말

헤 어 져 우리 헤어져
널 사랑해 사랑해 여전히 사랑해
나 이렇게 느림본데
왜 그리 서두르는지
내 눈물이 눈물이 미련한 눈물이 또 묻고있어

그토록 아프고 그토록 울고도
까맣게 잊는말 사랑뒤에 꼭 숨는 그 한마디
세상에 모든말 그많은 말중에 가장 나쁜 그 말

두눈을 감아도 널보이게하고
두 귀를막아도 추억이 소근거리게 만들고
행복한 순간만 생각나게 하는 너무 못된 그말

아무리 걸어도 몆번을 지나도
찾아갈 수 없는 지나고 나면 지워지는 그길
사랑을 걷는길 이별을 가는길 왜 아직도 몰라

(아무리 걸어도 몆번을 지나도
찾아갈수 없는) 아~
(사랑을 걷는길 이별을 가는길) 우~~우

(아무리 걸어도 몆번을 지나도
찾아갈수 없는…)

바람이 불어 널 이별해


This is one of the As One's songs that i love the most. Their voice is so soft and the melody is great. Actually, it's included in my lullaby playlist, hohoho..
Since it's a soundtrack from a movie titled Love Tonic, the narration by actress Han Hyo Joo is included in the first part and the ending part.

Mendung, adem, & sejuk . . :)

Rain Drops

I do love rain. :)
For me, rain delivers the feeling that i always longed for. The feeling of comfort. The feeling of fresh breeze. The feeling of home.
The title of this posting is in Indonesian words.
"Mendung, adem, & sejuk"
which technically means cloudy and cool. The two latest words are similar in meaning just different way of describe. :)

When the rain comes, i tend to spend my time watching it from the window of my room or the terrace of my house.
Even just watching the rain drops falling, it gives me feeling of peace.
I just sit there and feel the atmosphere.
Sit there and let my thoughts go on wander.
Sit there and let my heart feel the warmth.


I don't know why, i just love nature.
I love the green color of the grass and meadow.
I love the smell of the ground after the rain stops falling.
and i love the cool breeze of the wind when it's raining.

It's just all soo pretty to me.
When it comes to the weather that i love at most, i think it'll be rain.
I don't know how the snow feels like. Because I've been living in the equator area of the earth for a long time where no snow is falling in here.
But, even though i know what the snow feels like...  i think i will always love the rain.

Letter number: Two

credit: as tagged

It's been so long that i posted my "letter no.1"
Now, I'm about to  post my second one. :)
Actually, it's not easy for me to post such things like this because I don't express my feeling publicly.
I'd rather keep it inside and become only my own thoughts and  reflection.
But, sometimes, i think we need to reveal some parts of  our thoughts.
Not because we want all of the people to know it, but it's because we need to make our heart feel relieved.
Sometimes i think i keep too much things inside and save it for my own.
I'm not complaining about that. I like it, though.
I already get used to with it. I used to solve my own problem by myself.
And I did it really well.
But, deciding to post this letter here, is just to make whoever you - who is reading this posting right now - understand the life from my perspective.

I have come to this far. My 20th birthday had passed several days ago. You can say that it's time for me to enter the adult world. Then one question came up in my mind, "what will i do from now on?"
I feel like I'm entering the world in where i should stand alone. It feels like the world demand me to be tough.
Every single of my friends who knows me well, will say that I'm really strong. It's true. Yet, one thing that most people didn't realize is deep down inside, every girl is still fragile.
When you look only from the outside package you will only see the figure that is shaped by the experience and persistence that is built by my own. It's only when you look closely, then you can see what it is like.

In this life, we might facing the similar problems more than one time. The thing that might be re-occur could be like love-life problem. One thing that i realized from my love-character is that it's not easy for the boys to steal my heart. Yet, from what had done in the past, the one who steal it doesn't even know that he has it. It's really a pity.
I don't really express my feeling well, yet it's impossible for me to tell what's inside. Then, it ended up being hanging up that i believe will soon fade with time.
Well, i always questioned how long will it take? To be honest, I don't even know the answer.
One thing that i believe is when the right one has appeared in front of me, with him I'd be able to do what i couldn't do before.
For the past of mine, i once heard a quote that i remember at most:
"Maybe we should meet the wrong one before meet the right one so that, when we finally meet the right one, we will know how to be grateful for that."

:)